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E year of 2007 comes 2 end by midnite in few hrs time. e markin of e beginning of 2008. Time really flies fast enough 4 everybody. This significant year of 2008 markin e new age era 4 me turnin myself in2 21 yrs old. Where e critical yr 4 me as this yr is e final yr of my education in polytechnics. Nt only this givin me a new resolution n also tryin 2 shape myself 4 e better in life. As I watched e day bypass 1 aft another lookin at it. What is e true meanin of life. In e search of e life since 2002. E day where I walk alone in e dark w/o e support of anybody. Findin e truth behind all tt happened in my life till nw. along e way, met my band bunch durin e conquest of findin e true meanin of life n also who I’m really is. E reason of e conquest is due injustice, favourism n also e selfishness of e ppl ard me tt make totally mad at tt point of time. I was glad tt I change a lot in life. Shaping myself 2 b better person in life. This will nt happened w/o e ppl who I regard them as blood bro’s. even old ppl thinks tt frens will nt helped u a lot in life. Bt 2 me, this ppl who I’ve known 4 more than 5 yrs had helped me a lot in life. Sometimes, I dun know hw 2 repay them back 4 what they hv done 4 me. helpin me 2 carry on n pick up back e shatter pieces of my life due 2 e conflicts tt happened in my life. Human makes mistakes in life. Even 4 me, I makes mistake too. Bt with e mistake tt I make, I will try my very best 2 change 4 e better. Sometimes as I walk 2 thru my life whether in workin life or even normal life, I saw all kind of ppl with different personality, attitude n thinkin. Some were once a criminal in life. Some r professionals n even some who dun hv any direction in life. Bt this makes me think tt nobody in life is perfect. If life were 2 b perfect, there will nt b conflicts ard e world. Those frens who r once a criminal. Really shed their tears in front of me. e reason is regrettin on what they hv done in life. 2 me this kind of ppl is goin back 2 e track in life. I feel tt ppl like this shld b given a strong support in reshaping their life. I see 4 myself what r life really means. Havin professionals frens is gd. Knowin bout e industry out there. Where u can get advised on what r e current market r like out there. Bt some of them r just plainly idiots. E reason is tt they tend 2 backstabbed their own team mates just 4 e recognition of management. Sometimes, I feel tt this kind of ppl r just childish.
Bt every person tt I met in life give me a new inspiration in changing myself better. Even changing myself in2 better person is nt easy as I think, even if i succeed it’s a hard life. Same goes in my career wise. I regard myself as anak dagang. Y reason is tt I travelled ard nt only in life bt also other country. Travellin ppl country seein ard what r e situation dwn there. Bt still travellin ard on my own nt only on my home land bt also other ppl country. So I take this chance upon enterin 2008 2 change myself in2 better person.
Went back to Honeywell last fri. It looks like things change a lot fr e last time when I was there. I left e plc almost 2 2 yrs due 2 further education. Simply I just missed e time there. E 1st person who I met when I rch there is my Senior QA engineer who is promoted 2 manager nw. He thought I came back there 2 cover up e vacancy there. He badly wanted me 2 help support his department at SCAS. It seems tt when I came back there every1 tryin 2 get me in their department. Looks like e value of me in Honeywell r high in term of prospect I guess. Nt proclaimin myself gd or something bt when comes 2 work I think tt I put my professionalism on e line. Prob a side. I wonder y most of e personnel dwn there a tryin 2 get me in2 their respective department. If can I would like 2 work there back as most of them know me since I’m ard fr attachment time till nw. so talk 2 my manager at e main building then when off 2 meet my engine team. 4 e engine team, I just want 2 meet my senior tech n supervisor. So just wanted 2 called him bt he’s alr outside 4 his tea break. So talk 2 him till his break ended. Even though I rch there at 9 am bt I enter my ISC team rm at 10. There’s a lot of things tt I tlak out with my senior tech. in term of studies n also my future career. Told him what I wanted 2 do. So he gives me his advise n opinion on what I shld do. It looks like there r ppl ard supportin me in term of studies, career n life. Then he raised e issue bout R/S. so told him tt my R/S just ended. He told me tt this is just 1 of e obstacle tt testin me whether I’m stayin focus with my studies n goals. Advising me tt dun rush in2 R/S. there will b 1 person tt will b fated 2 spend time with me 4 e rest of my life till my last breath.
So went 2 meet my ISC team. So enter e rm n every1 is happy 2 see me come. As I make it as a habit 2 come n visit when sch holiday started. So talk 2 my supervisor n tell u what I gt a present fr them. I had 2 help them do cycle count 4 them. Meanin do stock check 4 them all e parts tt r in e store. So usin e AS400 system, I check in e system 4 e quantity n record dwn 2 check 4 physical. So started off e cycle count. So managed 2 finish everythin b4 4. Lunch is provided by my team as I help them do 2 cycle count. Even though I came there 2 hang ard bt last must help them. I dun mind helpin them as they r dwn with manpower currently. Om Mazlan went 4 his ibadah haji n e team r dwn with 1 man n 2day e temp guy is away 4 his holiday. So total with 2 man dwn it will really drive e team 2 e wall max impact. Sad 2 see tt I didn’t managed 2 see Om Mazlan fly off 4 his ibadah haji. Gt e wrong date thought on 15 dec bt e wk b4 tt e day I worked n find out tt when I finished my shift, he flew off alr bout 4 hrs ago. So told my supervisor bout my special fren. So she was shocked when I told her bout special fren. Her comment was nw gt special fren alr. Bt was given warnin aft told her bout e special fren. It’s bout my studies. She told me 2 studies hard if she find out tt I’m nt doin tt she goin 2 b my foster mum n drive me up e wall. So told her bout my degree plan. So asked her whether e company gt sponsorship 4 degree. If they willin 2 sponsor me 4 degree, then I would came back. Bt this time round, with better pay than what I gt last time. maybe I’m askin 4 3.5k. if they r willin 2 pay me. if nt then can 4get bout it. mayb will go 2 R&R(Rolls Royce). Where 1 of e big engine company r nw doin well currently. So hang ard there till 6+ when I wanted 2 go off n suddenly rained. Damn, it rains again so had 2 wait at least 4 2 hrs b4 I can proceed 2 meet e misfitz at KTM. Lately, every1 is suspicious bout my movement. It seems tt I went 2 eat n also plces where r supposed 2 b with frens bt I went alone. It’s just me. only ppl who r really close 2 me knows hw I do things. So ppl out there, I think tt u all had nt try hard enough.
It’s been quite sometimes since i update my blog. Lately, been bz with a lot of things. 1st thing e odyssey is over n everythin is back 2 normal daily stuff tt I shld do. 2nd is tt currently I’m on sch holiday. So there r a lot of things I need 2 do also. Need 2 plan out my sche when sch reopen. 1st things tt I need 2 do is tt bout my fitness trg. Since e odyssey is over nw, e mon n wed slot of putting in e gym n fitness trg. Currently planning out what 2 do 4 e gym n also e fitness trg. 4 e gym trg, I shld roughly know what 2 train n also what 2 achieve at certain lvl. 4 e fitness I need 2 push it up again as my fitness lvl dropped tremendously since I left e corp 2 yrs back. So since Farhan, yr 1 guy is stayin nearby me told him bout e trg plan tt I had so he agreed n tell him when I want 2 start it. so e plan is still bein planned out currently, so I dun bother tt much nw. so next is bout my workin sche. I had 2 work almost everyday. Had 2 need 2 save up $$ 4 a lot of things. My bike insurance, rd tax, degree n also motorX. Been dying 2 try motorX since most of e misfitz had been ridin lately. In order 4 me 2 achieve all this is tt I need 2 go against all odds tt come in my way. Sometimes in life, I need 2 sacrifices 4 certain things in life. Mayb nw I need 2 sacrifices a lot of things bt in e future mayb nt.
Yest, went 4 a weddin ceremony of my cousins my father side at Tampines. Since my parent was unable 2 come as they went oversea. So I represent them n went 4 e ceremony. Bt actually I know e reason y my parent nvr go. It’s simply bcoz my dad side treat my mum very badly. Tt’s y my mum dun really mixed with my dad side. So since nobody in my family is goin, so I represent them n go 4 e ceremony. Went back immediately aft tt. By e time I rch hm is alr bout 6. So went rch hm, my sis cook fried kway teow. My sis knows 1 of my fav food. Even though I had gone 4 e weddin, I didn’t eat tt much as tummy doesn’t feel tt gd aftall. So e moment I rch hm, get some rest n eat what my sis had cooked. Bcoz ltr in e evening goin 2 watch soccer with e misiftz. Liverpool vs Man Utd. So met e guys at coffee shop near Jack house. So had a drinks n also eat fish n chip b4 e match start. So e match kick off at 9.55pm. it’s been a thrillin match 4 e fans. As Liverpool had a made a lot of attempt 2 score startin bt sad they lost 2 man u 1-0. So e game ended at bout 11pm. So e msifitz n I split off fr there as every1 had 2 work e next day.
Nt goin out 2day as I need 2 work. So mayb tmrw as I need 2 meet my team at Honeywell in e morning then rush dwn 4 trg n lastly 2 Aljunied. As I need 2 buy an MP4 as I feel bored when I took e train dwn 2 sch every mornin. So since there r a lot of discount 4 e MP4 due 2 e Christmas sales, so I took e chance 2 bought it as it e price is way2 cheaper than they usually sell it. so goin 2 make my way dwn 2 buy it tmrw. Since my previous phone tt consists of MP3 player spoilt so it’s been broin travellin ard with music in my ears. So lately been thinkin bout my future plans. E more I think the more complicated things get. It’ seems tt I lost a lot of weight tremendously lately. I lost bout 4 kg. Ever since I was dwn with stress with my prob. Bt this is e fact n also e way of life. I had 2 accept it. So whatever happens, I will still go against all odds tt comes in my way 2 achieve what I want in life. I’ve just asked bout e degree program tt I want 2 take aft graduatin fr RP. so they told me 2 come dwn 2 e office n bring dwn all e necessary document. So I told them tt I will come next wk depends on whether I’m free or nt. so told my bro bout my degree plan. So he can just guarantor me bt I will settle all e necessary fee. So he agreed. Since I’m e last in e family blood line. I think tt I’ve been street fightin 4 my life since young till currently. I still hold 2 e words of a friends in Honeywell. In order 4 me 2 b successful, I must go on my own. Meaning bein independent w/o any support fr my parent. I had done tt 4 a very long time. I feel satisfied with what I’ve earned fr my tears n sweat all this while. bein independent is e same of building ur own empire at ur own risk in life. So I think tt I’ve taken a lot of risk in my life in order 2 b some1 n also 2 prove 2 ppl out there tt I can make it in life. So I think tt I’ve go against all odds in life.
Well, yest when 2 Tampines again 2 meet my insurance consultant. So everythin went well as planned. E weather there was like playin switchin on n off. So I took bus 969 fr wdld int as I know tt tt bus end at e int itself. As 168 I need 2 walk cross e over head bridge. So rch there on time. 1st b4 I meet my consultant, I do my RJ 1st at MC. So aft tt I head n see my consultant. E reason 4 e meet up is bout e update in my policy n also whether I want 2 upgrade my policy or nt. So e conversation went well. We had a long talk on career n goals wise with my consultant. So told him bout my plan 4 future. Wish 2 pursue a degree in aft graduatin fr RP. So he xplained 2 me bout e plan tt AIA had 4 education section. There’s good bout it. Bt e bad things bout it is tt, I must hv certain amount in my bank acc. So I think back again mayb nt nw bt aft I sign on in 2 yrs time. There r a lot of plans in my mind, bt time n finance doesn’t permit me at e moment. So aft tt meet up my frens 2 sent his throttle cable at e same time since I’m at Tampines. So had dinner with him at a coffee shop somewhere Temsaek poly area. So ate pattaya rice. Tell u what?? E rice is damn sucks totally. E egg is just plc on top of e rice. Nt like other plces where I eat e rice. I didn’t finished my rice so my fren finished it up 4 me even though I haven fr mornin. So aft we had dinner, went 2 Tampines mall 2 check out on bags. Basically, my bag alr torn n I need 2 change a new one. So fr lvl 1 all e way 2 e last lvl of e mall me n my fren went 2 browse 4 e bag. So went in2 Zinc shop. E bag there was awesome. Upon enterin e shop, 2 bags tt caught my eyes. So told e retail asst 2 bring dwn e 2 bags n I check it out. Quite gd e quality. So went on 2 e next shop which is e sport connection, outdoor equipment shop. So went 2 browse e shop 4 bags. So e browsin went on till this bag caught my eye. So asked e price hw much izz n it’s 37 bucks. So I told e lady I came back another day. As I dun want 2 rush 2 buy e bag. Thought of goin 2 PS next tue which is 18 dec 2 check out e bags there bt cancel due 2 unforeseen circumstances. So do a window shoppin at Tampines mall yest. So went back hm aft tt bout 7.30 fr there.
So next plan is on 21 dec which is my fren b’dae. So I told him we will go out n celebrate his b’dae as tt time when he discharge fr e hosp, we didn’t managed 2 watch movie as most of us had 2 attend last min family event. So e event postpone. I’m lookin forward 2 e 21 dec outin as I had nt been 2 town 4 quite sometimes since startin workin as rider. E last time I go 2 town is 2 yrs back when I’m still workin as dishwasher at Suntec. E plc where I start 2 walk with my own 2 leg. When I bypass there, it reminds me 2 yrs back where I started. So reflectin back on hw I managed 2 b somebody 2day. Fr just earnin fr few hundreds $$$ 2 3k/mth. Even though I had earn a big amount of salary at e age of 18, I still remember where I started. Remembering our root where we came fr will make us more humble in life. In malay phrase sayin “IBARAT PADI, SEMAKIN BERISI, SEMAKIN TUNDUK”. Meanin e more higher u soar in life, e more humble u shld b. nt only Suntec bt also Honeywell. I still went back there 2 visit my team. Obviously, went back there visit e team is nt only 1 team bt 2 team. As I’ve been trained under MRO team which is e engine team n also attached under e ISC team. Bt thanks 2 them 4 who I m 2day. I just take things easy currently even something happens 2 me recently.
Lately, I’ve been under a lot of pressure. It looks like things are repeatin by itself conversion in malay phrase “PISANG DA BEBUAH 2 KALI”. Thinking bout my personal problems n other stuff. Things r cockin up again in my life like hw it happened 2 yrs back. I’ve been thinkin y it revolved back in virtual cycle. Pressure bout my studies e main concern. As I’m movin 2 yr 3 next it will b e critical yr 4 as I need 2 fulfill 2 FYP which is a killin 1. I see my frens who repeat just bcoz of FYP cocked up. So I’m tryin nt 2 b like tt as time will b wasted as 1 sem need 2 repeat. It means repeatin 1 sem is payin xtra $$. Just 1 things tt I had bout FYP. Which is programming. DAMN!!!! It will b a killin things 4 me as my programmin is nt gd.
E other prob is bout R/S. I was thinkin n everytime I think bout it, e feelin in me makes my thinkin n feelin mixed up between my life, career n goals. As previous prob makes me like there’s no meanin in my life anymore. As I reflects tt I’m growin as time bypass. With current age of 20, I alr need 2 think bout 4 my future. Meanin e future of my life depends on myself. With current situation, I managed 2 solve 1 of my prob previously with my dad. Which took me 4 yrs 2 settle it. as e reason is tt I was totally mad at tt moment with my dad n need sometimes 2 cool down. So managed 2 talk things out with my dad n also e family members. So Alhamdulillah everythin went well.
Nw is bout R/S. it seems tt everytime, I was tryin 2 build back somethin 2 what it is bt somethin else happened. Even I’ve let go of e person, I would still give them a chance 2 turn back. Bt e only things tt I dun understand bout myself is tt when I wanted 2 turn back 2 e things tt I left behind in tryin 2 improved it, is tt I dun get e chance. Sometimes I’m askin myself till 2day y I dun get e chances. Sometimes when I think bout it e 1st thing tt came in2 my mind is tt will there b another chance 4 me??? I had faced e obstacle thru e 4 yrs of hell journey where there was no chance 4 me 2 turn back in tryin 2 shape myself n also faced e true world on e street. Ppl ard me r helpin me 2 shape myself in2 better person as day bypass. Bt some r just lettin me down. Bt I took it as a challenge. E pain tt I went thru all this while is unbearable. I had 2 faced e truth of life which means separation. In life, I had 2 accept e fact of separation. Bt I’m tryin 2 accept it bt each time I’m tryin my feelin n thinkin shattered. Can’t 4get bout what happened 2 me. it’s like a nitemare tt had been haunting me all this while. I took a learnin lesson fr my dad xperience. Which my mum told me when my dad was nt ard. E day of e solemnization of my dad n my mum, my dad X fiancée came n told my dad tt she wants 2 b with my dad again. I scared tt my fate will b e same like my dad. Since last time, I’ve been reflectin back on myself hw come I was able 2 excel in other things in life bt nt in R/S. e ans was nt found yet. Till 2day I was still searchin 4 e ans 2 my question.
Yest, went 4 trg as usual. Left immediately aft tt n meet up with e misfitz. So went 2 Jln Asas as it is central 4 everybody. Bt I split aft tt 4 e moment went 2 Jhr 2 pump my petrol n change Khai throttle cable. So managed 2 get it change bt nt e standard throttle, it is e fast throttle 4 TZM. So I told my mechanic can also because he says tt nowadays seldom ppl usin standard throttle as e demand 4 fast throttle r high. At e same time, buy e spark plugs 4 Kye as this sat they r goin 2 ride again preparing 4 next 08 race season. So aft getting all e bike parts, I make it a fast 1 2 get out of Jhr. So my team was still there at e plc where we meet up 2 discussed bout few issues. Normal, race n registering ourselves as legal society or legal organization. E reason is tt so we didn’t get int2 trouble with e law.
So everythin went on b4 n aft l left 2 go 2 Jhr. So suddenly, e team talk 2 me. Y I like 2 keep things 2 myself. e reason y I like 2 keep 2 myself is tt I don’t want 2 bother ppl bout my prob. So jack speak out n say we r team. Just don’t b shy in sharing e prob. So I told them frankly e reason y I went 2 Tampines 4 2 days str8. I feel tt I shld nt lied bout e things tt I do. It’s nt bout privacy bt it’s just bout honesty n integrity. There’s a frens of mine who I treated him like a father, e reason y u can know e things goin 2 happen in advance bcoz u’re honest. I feel tt I’ll try 2 be as honest as possible. So I told them tt I talk things out with my some1 special in my life bout our situation tt we faced. So I told them e prob shld settled nw. so e discussion went on bout myself 1 things Jack n Kye noticed tt I like 2 keep e prob 2 myself n also e anger in me r burnin. So I told them what happened 5 yrs back when I was in sec sch. Where I gt e mid crisis with my dad. E mid crisis happened due 2 favourism in family. Tt’s where e prob arise so they talk 2 me n give me some advise n tips2 settle it. so I told them I alr settle with my dad with tt prob. Tt’s where I told them tt I started 2 walk on my own 2 feet w/o my father supportin me. I told them I was rebellious tt time of what had happened. So they told me 2 loose up a bit as I was quite rigid fr what they observed. So I think I’m lucky 2 get this kind of ppl who r ard me n help me at e same time 2 shape myself in2 some1 better in life. Nt only them bt I owe e D’fy n also my foster mums who helped me durin e dark yrs of my life. Ppl who encouraged me 2 further my studies n also helpin me givin me some hopes of getting on with life with e failure tt I faced.
Like Jack says tt time bout my feelin 4 some1. U can run bt u can’t hide bro. so what he is tellin me is correct. My feelin 4 some1 was still in my heart. Even though we r nt 2gether nw. as I had talk things out, tt day I told her tt my feelin 4 her will nvr fade away unless I find some1 like her in my life currently or in e future. I went thru 4 yrs of hell since 2002 till 2006. I jealous bout my frens havin a gd R/S. spendin their time n showerin their love 2 their special 1. Bt what happened 2 me was a nitemare as I failed again in R/S. every sec of my life, I was askin myself y I fail in R/S. bt till nw e ans could nt b found. I thought I was out of e dark when I found her bt situation makes me fall back in2 e dark again. Every sec of life I was searchin e true meanin of life. In shaping myself better person in life. Currently, e pain in my knee starts 2 come back again due 2 motorX. I snapped my knee last sat n e pain started back. My frens advise is 2 consult e doc 4 knee. Bt i'm tryin bt 2 bz 2 go n consult e doc.
Yest, went 2 meet up with e team as usual at Jln Asas. This time round is at 7pm. So I make my way there n meet jack. He’s e 1st among us 2 rch there. So we talk n I buy drinks n discuss with him bout motorX issue. He told me tt he left shoulder back was swollen as my helmet had hit his shoulder when we fall fr e bike when he pillion me last sat on e way out of e track. So Kye came late n he had 2 buy round of drinks 4 us. Standard Misfitz protocol, those who came late has 2 buy drinks. So Raf was e last 1 2 rch n he buy another round 4 us. As usual we do a review on last sat ridin. What r challenges tt r involved n also what r e steps n tips tt we gave each other in order to improve on. Looks like Raf has change his tyres in2 off rd tyre. Shld make him faster on e track we went last sat.
Class ended b4 3.30 yest. Gt a call fr my bro tt my nephew was in hospital as he had a cut on his forehead. Luckily was a minor 1, Alhamdulillah. Then my bro called me back again sayin tt my nephew was discharge aft he gt e stitches. So cancel e plan of goin 2 hospital. Guess where I went? 2 Causeway point get myself a new pair of sandal. My previous 1 was alr wear off n e base of it started 2 came out. Gt it fr sports connection. It seems tt I like 2 wear e outdoor type of sandals. All my sandals I bought fr there e same type bt different colours. So bought it alr n e colour is red orange.
Listen 2 a song at my frens blog. E meanin of e song was really deepenin in my heart bout w/o some1 in my life. Still remember e times I spent with some1 special. Those time I was still in e dark path searchin 4 lights in my life aft my heart break b4 comin 2 RP. I was supposed 2 work yest bt aft my nephew was in hospital n my mind is nt thinkin well, so I decided nt 2 work. Along e way hm in e MRT, I’ve been thinkin bout my fate in R/S. Y most of my R/S didn’t last long. I was totally in e confused state at tt moment. Y my feelin was betrayin me. Even I’ve let go of e person bt still keep on rememberin her all this while. I wonderin y till 2day I keep thinkin of her aft brokin off 4 mths ago. I reflects back e reason y I failed in R/S I think tt I didn’t keep 2 my words n promises. I used 2 promises my foster mum sayin tt as long as e diploma is nt in my hand, I would nt involved in R/S. Bt it seems tt I break my promise n nw sufferin in a lot of lost in life. I was terribly nt in shape mentally of what happened in my life. Tryin 2 get over it n moved on with my life. Even though I had 2 accept e facts tt she left me in my life. Sometimes when I’m alone n seein happy couple makes me flash back e time spent together n cried 2 myself alone. I just realized tt sacrifices in R/S r 1 of e factors. Had a dream bout her again. I was tryin 2 figured out what xactly it means. Bt was unsure bout it. still tryin 2 figured it out. Just pray hard tt it doesn’t end with bad n also hurtin situation.
Had a gd ridin yest at tanah merah track. Guess what?? I was totally drench with mud when I rch e main track at tanah merah. Gt lost on e way 2 e track. I read wrongly bout my team msg, Changi Naval base entry bt I went in str8 2 Changi naval base entrance. So stop n asked e guard of Changi Naval base whether there r any kangaroo track ard there. When talkin 2 e guard, Kye called me n told me I overshot n had 2 turn back. So there I went n turn back my way all e way it’s a damn long journey 2 where they r. managed 2 locate n meet them at e track entrance. Push my bike in 2 e entrance reason is bcoz, dun want 2 get fined by TP even though e entrance is blocked by some rock. Then pillion Raf 2 e track. We gt lost along e way 2 e track as Raf n I were e lead man 4 e team 2 e tracks. Had 2 turn back n when Raf n I rch e 2nd entrance 2 e track, e rest had left us n were on their way thru. Bt luckily they didn’t left us totally. So make our way thru e track n I didn’t xpected e trail 2 e track is wet. I was drench with mud till rch e track. It’s been a long time since I drenched myself with mud. I still remember e last time I drenched myself with mud is when I was in e corp. Tt was bloody 4 yrs back. I still remember where I went thru e hell parade as my unit was bout less than 0.5% 2 get a silver unit award. I was still a specialist at tt moment of time. we had a bad day at e track as my team most of them didn’t filled up their tank 2 full tank. So we didn’t managed 2 conduct e fun race. So we packed up n head back 4 2 main entrance. Thought it was a fast way out bt was a hell 1 as there r sand n muds all e way 2 entrance. My balls r at my throats when my frens when up a slope n we didn’t know tt is a jump section. So r hold up along e way out as most of us fall along e way out of e trail. So we managed 2 rch main entrance b4 e sky get dark. There we discussed where we shld go n pump our tank. So we went 2 simpang bedok. I, Jack n Kye washed up at e petrol stn. We split fr there. Kye n Jack changed up had dinner at simpang bedok. Bt I, Raf n his cousin head back 4 hm.
So rch hm n get a super scoldin fr my mum. Coz my clothin is wet with mud. My mum was reluctant 2 let me play motorX. Scared of me getting injured. It seems tt fr young till a grown up young man 2day my mum was really pay attention 2 me. it seems tt my dad was e can’t b bother type bout me. At least, I didn’t risk my life at e rd n get my licence revoke 4 racin. I washed up n KO aft tt immediately. Johnny was furious with as I cancel e Jhr trip with him.
Every day of my life, I’ve been lookin 4 new things. At e same time, lookin 4 new inspiration n aspiration. New things r found when I met Jack n Kye. Both Kye n me were eager 2 try motorX. We alr try tt. Bt myself is tt motorX is nt enough. Tryin 2 find something’s tt can b new 2 me.
Still remember e day I passed out as an officer in NCC. Fully dress up in a nice n smart ceremonial NO 1 uniform. Nt all r able 2 wear e NO 1 uniform as it is only 4 parade with VIP present. So there I was standin in e parade square with my comrades. E day I feel tt all e sacrifices tt I made 2 b an officer was meanin full as 2nd day of Hari Raya I booked in 4 my course. Even though when I passed out my parent, D’fy n my X GF were nt there 2 witnessed it. My senior officer who was e instructor durin my course wear 4 me my rank tt I earned. E phrase tt I still remember till 2day is when e chariman of NCC Dr Arthur Beng gives e words of encouragement n motivation durin e valediction speech. “IF U FACED WITH ANY OBSTACLE IN E FUTURE, LOOK BACK 2 E DAY OF DEC 12, 2003 WHERE E HAPPIEST MOMENT OF UR LIFE WHERE U PASSED OUT AS AN OFFICER 2 LOOK 4 NEW INSPIRATION N ASPIRATION IN UR LIFE”. Till 2day I still look back in2 e day I passed out as an officer 2 look 4 new inspiration n aspiration 2 helped me move on in life with e failure tt I faced whether in daily life n R/S.
