To keep my memories alive;

Monday, 1 December 2008
12:53 am

currently, life been ups n dwn a bit. basically, due to FYP stress of team mates nt cooperatin n deadline is just ard e corner. dunno what's result of this sem FYP. i do really need a pass badly 4 this fyp as it will delay my graduation if i fail. nt in a gd shape currently due to some reason. a bit dwn mentally. i just wish 2 grad quickly fr rp n leave all those bad memories behind n gd memories stayed with me. sometimes, i do reflects myself y this things happens to me. in term of r/s, career n studies. i still remember those were the days i was devastated by the incident of me breakin up with my gf. e regrets n sadness in me. devourin me up in darkness. bt like what a fren told me this is nt what we wanted bt its destiny tt we must accept. askin me 2 bring myself together n nvr look back on what happened. its a pain of goin thru this again n again. sometimes, i'm just get sick n tired of all this. all i just want is 2 hv some1 special in life who r honest, sincere n faithful. mayb allah has his reason of y i go in this track full of challenge.

at times, e obstacle tt i faced was unbearable. i did strived on 2 make sure tt i'm able to move on 2 e next lvl of life. i prayed hard everyday tt allah will destined or meet with e lady tt has honesty, sincerity n faithfulness in her. till her then

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