It has been a while since I updated my blog. Sch goin 2 end in 2 wks time. There are a lot of things in my mind currently. Sometimes I just can’t understand y I’m always faced a lot of obstacles in life. Even though e prob r surroundin me, I will try my very best 2 solve it in e effective way. Even though some of e prob still unable 2 solve. 1 of e prob tt I faced was helpin a fren of mine. Lately, I had some quarrel n misunderstandin with ppl ard me. I’m just tryin 2 help a fren who r in need of helps bt other took it wrong. I dun understand y human being like 2 jump 2 conclusions in life. Helpin a fren in need meanin tt u r helpin tt person with sincerity n honesty. Some ppl gt it wrong bout me. ppl thought I’m 1 sided. Bt I was on neutral ground bout this prob. Some ppl r just born b matured n some r just plain childish. Bt I can’t blame this ppl as this is e creation of Allah. bt what we can do it tt 2 change 4 e better in life. Some ppl say life is beautiful bt 2 me life is full of struggles n obstacles. As I had went thru a lot of hardship in life. Based on my xperience. Bt ppl ard me help me 2 think positive in life. Like in my earlier entry achieving somethin in life is nt easy as I think, even if I succeed it’s a hard life. Sometimes, I dun understand tt just bcoz of 1 small things conflict happened. Regardless in term of what. Its sad 2 see if u’ve been frens 4 quite a long time n end up becoming enemy. To me, this kind of ppl r nt up 2 e lvl yet. I wonder whether this kind of ppl can accept e fact of life. Things tt came n left our life. Things tt came in2 our things has its reason. Same goes 2 e things tt left us. At 1^st, I was unable 2 accept tt my X left me 3 yrs back. Bt upon enterin Honeywell as trainee, I was bein taught on hw 2 think n xecute thing well. I was bein shot right at e face by my senior tech when I can’t accept e fact tt my X gf left me. sometimes we r just nt fated hv something in life. Like a phrase nt all e things tt u want in this world u can get.

I had asked helped fr a fren of mine tt time. Issue discussed is bout my old prob. She give 2 option 2 choose. Use e brain or follow what ur heart say. So I elaborate 2 her 4 both option. If I used my brain, It will make me become wiser n mature in thinkin. Bt if I were 2 follow what my heart says, it will lead 2 e devastation of my life. Its e same of what I’ve been thru e corp last time. e corp trained n groom me 2 be responsible n man with integrity in life. Some ppl says I’m childish n egocentric. Did they mirror themslef b4 they say tt 2 me. Even though we r e same age bt what I can tell is tt where were u when u r 15 yrs old, what portfolio u hv if u want 2 say tt, what were u doin at 130am. Some of this bugger r studyin n njoyin life with their parent $$$. Bt I was out on e street n street fightin 4 my life just 2 survive in this world while other teenager of my age drawin pocket $$$ fr their parent. I went thru hell 1^st then others. Bt y ppl would like 2 really pull status n ego on me. I’ve worked with professional’s n big shots b4. N I was bein recognized in MNC n considered as young talent there. I went thru hell session when I was in e corp at 130am where ppl r still sleppin. Bt what u hv 2 say tt 2 me. boast bout e job tt pays u a bit more. I can always say tt 2 ppl bt this means I’m pullin status on ppl. I was nurture in a way tt I would nt offence ppl ard me. Even though, I was a street child last time. Bein a street child makes a big different with normal child. Ppl would say tt this kind of ppl who nt make it in life. Bt I prove ppl ard me wrong. I worked my way up 2 where I’m 2day. I feel e satisfaction in me achievin it. There’s no easy rd 2 ur target or dreams. Some ppl r nt worth my attention. I mean those idiots or buggers out there. Sorry 2 say tt “U R JUST NT FIT OR RCH MY LVL 2 SAY I’M CHILDISH, EGO CENTRIC N ETC”. I alr feed my mum with my own $$$ when u still drawin pocket $$$ fr ur parent.