Yest, aft trg met e team as usual. Jack n Kye pick me up by car at Wdld MRT taxi stand. Went 2 Al-Ameen Wdld 4 discussion n supper. We meet Raf there. There we talk bout e Ayer Hitam race this 22 Dec. Jack was eager 2 race as he had nt been racin or ridin 4 1.5 yrs. Bt Kye was nt ready 4 e race. Yes, he can race too bt it just tt he would nt like if he's last in e race. We had some conversation n discussion whether both of them shld race. Finally, we came 2 a decision tt we shld nt compete 4 e Ayer Hitam race. The reason is tt most of us don't have enough trg, kit n also 4 Kye, it's like sendin a lamb 4 slaughter. So we raised issue of my bike. I told them tt my bike shop take in value 4 my bike is 1.3k. So gt some advise fr e team n also think of another alternative ways of gettin a kangaroo which can b use 4 workin n also racin. So i make up my mind of nt changin bike as i had 2 fork out another 400 bucks 2 top up e remainin of e my bike. So finally Raf is goin 2 ORD next wk. ORD OH!!!!. It's gd things 2 see most of e guys r startin 2 settle dwn in life. Raf managed 2 get a job b4 he ORD n startin immediately aft he ORD.
It seems tt i learnt a lot of things in life as i mixed ard with a lot of ppl with different personalities n also backgr. Like mention earlier, every1 is stabilin n settlin dwn. It makes me think tt i'm goin 2 b like tt in 5 yrs time. Ppl whom i met teaches me e way of life n also e turnin point of it. As i go on life, i found out tt nt all bad ppl r alwayz bad. Bt i met a guy who i regards as father durin e era of workin in Suntec. E person who was havoc durin his youth time. Bt he came 2 a turnin point of life where he thinks back tt he was growin older as time bypass. I was glad tt he shared his xperience with what he does durin his youth time. I take as a learnin process 2 shape myself in2 a better man in life. N e advice he gave me is tt plz avoid all this if possible. I came 2 think bout myself what bout me in 5 yrs time. A lot of things i learnt in life n what makes me change throughout my journey in fulfillin my destiny. I was there when i'm 18 settin e pace n goals of what i want 2 b in 5-10yrs time. Where other youth r out there enjoyin every sensation of life. I was glad tt i think long term.
I can see tt e differences in me n my frens. Others r enjoyin while i was strugglin 2 survive e world out there. E turning point of life 4 me is when i had a mid crisis with my dad. Tt's where e turning point of my life started. Where i learnt tt i shld nt depend on my elderly bt 2 b independent young man walkin with my own 2 feet. At tt point of time, i was totally disappointed with my dad of hw i was treated differently with my sis. I can see a clear cut of e favourism tt is in e family. So i decided tt i shld b on my own 2 feet provin 2 him n also my relatives who r sayin bout me tt i will nt make it in life. A long e way of provin e ppl ard me wrong met my foster mums. 1 who teaches me religious class n e other teaches me e meanin of life. On top of tt i joined Honeywell as trainee technician as part of course criteria of education. There i was nurtured n trained 2 b some1 who r responsible. I wouldn't b what i m 2day if nt bcoz of this bunch of ppl who helped me shape myself in2 better man as day goes by. Nt only them bt my band bunch. We r considered blood bros as we go a long way of friendship of 7 yrs. W/o them givin me e support all this while i would nt think tt i came 2 this point currrently.
Another turnin point of my life is where i see my foster family r struggling with life. What i learnt is tt w/o education u can't go far in life. So i start 2 think what r e goals tt i want 2 b in life. When i enter RP 2006. I was visualizin 3 yrs is damn long bt nw i was seein it only left with 1 yr 2 go b4 i graduated. I'm 1/2 way thru my goals in life. Bt e only failure till nw tt i was unable 2 chng is e R/S. Sometimes it makes me wonder y i was a failure in R/S. What's make me learnt in life is tt findin e a life partner is nt based on status bt e honesty n sincerity of both of us. I hope tt e person who i loved in life was able 2 give me this.
