Lately, i've been workin 4 very long hrs. It's look like i've become e old Omen again who works n study only w/o thinkin of any fun n enjoyment in my mind. My colleague give me a comment on e no of hrs i clock. "MAN, KAU NK NAIK PELAMIN PE?" keje long hrs. This happened 2 yrs back when i was in ITE. I broke off with my X GF. It seems tt i was saddened by e sudden move made by her. She had another man while with me. Tt's where i start 2 change in term of attitude n my personalities. B4 e sad moment happened, i used 2 socialized with ppl bt aft e incidents my thinkin in mixin ard with ppl change. I even separate myself fr my band tt time as i was 2 sad of what happened between me n my X GF. My thinkin 4 tt moment of time is 2 work n also b a scholar. By this way makes me feel better n carry on with life. 2 a certain xtend, i start 2 MIA when my band r goin 4 jammin n also practices. This problem was raised 2 my close buddy Amie AKA Johnny. It looks like whenever they called me my reply was bz, gt 2 work ltr. So i was prank by them when i recieved a call tt sayin 1 of my band member was beaten up. So w/o any hesitation, i rushed down 2 e plc. N when i rch there, everybody was waitin 4 me. There i was told tt it's just a prank called made by Johnny 2 test whether i value e frenship n sacrifice in comin down. I was bein lectured by them bout e incidents tt happened 2 me. They understand bout what i'm goin thru. Bt this is nt e way 4 me 2 settled it. I burst into tears in front of my band member. E pain tt i went thru is unbearable 4 me. From e day i know them till present, they hv been there 4 me in a lot of ways. E sacrifice tt we made 2 maintain our brotherhood are more valuable than diamonds. U can buy all this stuff bt can u buy e brotherhood tt u build with them aft a very long yrs. Certainly nt. I was grateful tt i hv e D'fy, Misfitz n even my foster mum who showed me what is e meanin of life.
Sacrifices r nt just in R/S bt also other things. In Misfitz, most of us did nt come fr a stabile family backgr. We evaluate each of us when we just meet up. It's seems tt most of us r independent in gettin what we want in life. Sometimes, i was wonderin tt i sacrifice a lot 4 e love 1s bt some of them just dun see n realised it. IN ORDER 4 U 2 B SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE, U HV 2 SACRIFICE 4 WHAT U WANT IN LIFE. EVEN IT'S GOIN 2 COST U AN ARM N A LEG.
